Advice from Above

Messages have been coming through. Some come straight to me, usually in the shower, where the thought comes, and it's "oh, of course!" I have had some come directly from a psychic or channeler to me, and some have been me paying attention when things come up multiple times. Like Mary Magdalene.

As a result of all this, I have a new topic to study - Mary Magdalene and the Cathars, and have been acquiring books on the topic. And I feel a sense of relief that doom is not imminent, and that if I behave myself, get my ducks in a row emotionally and financially, all will be well. It's a nice incentive, and even if it isn't true, or if things shift, it gives me the courage to stay on track. Because it would be so easy to backslide into the familiar, even if the price to pay would be another round of discomfort. Until I understood yet again, that neither boy is my path, my path is solitary for right now. With cats! Who are so happy to have mom to themselves!

The drama part seems to be lessening, the frenetic stirring up of trouble to avoid being alone.